and i was blown away by the way he showed it to me today.
zer and i have been praying everyday about today.
and for me..especially.
cuz today it was supposed to be zer and i's LAST DAY *Well sorta* at the court.
i prayed reallie hard for God to show me a sign today. so that i will noe better his purpose for me..
so therefore i had two things on my prayer request list.
at 7.16 tonight.
God showed both zer and i.. how truly awesome he was..
our prayers were answered.
for me.. this is the second time. *refer to previous posts*
words fail me.
god. ur so real. thank you.. so so much.
*blows a kiss to heaven*
was supposedly the LAST day for zer and i to go marine parade basketball court.
cuz O levels and everything are reallie damn zip zip fast and coming.
and we needed to prioritise.
its strange and ironic in a sense how uh. sad? we are.. cuz we've only been gg the court for like...
it feels like home already.
it has come to be our new hangout.
made so many frens.
mao mao.sylvia.waiying.guohao.daryl.matthew.clement.derick.mereith.wen hui.wei jie.joshua.ashley.ryan.edwin.yee xuan.
and so many others.
those frequent faces..
anyway back to today.
i regret telling mao mao something.
and she apparently told the whole damn basketball court.
im so humiliated now. i have no idea what to say.
studied a lil while.
btw this is a picture of the raffles guy zer and i forever seeing in the library.
i saw his notes.
he's gg to take O levels diz year too.
im gg to in a way "compete" with him.
i saw his stack of chemistry notes.
a lifetime supply of endless words and numbers.
i almost had a heart attack.
i considered grabbin his notes. take and run.
.. but then.
i looked at the file again.
i think too heavy. cant' take and run.
shuckks. oh well.
studyin = camwhoring.
flash ur tongue sassy~
here comes the worst part.
. . . . . .
i freaking landed wrongly and sprained my ankle.
this is my 7th. time i sprained my right ankle.
and i havent even fully recovered from the last sprain earlier this year.
i was so so sad.
cuz a certain person did not even care to come over and ask if i was okay.
zer and ryan went to get ice for me.
so sweet lah. thanks yea <3
loads of ppl were reallie nice. some guys tryin to be damn cute lah. keep laughin at me.
so thanks to mao mao and zer.. i finally put on my shoes.
and went back to play.
i saw him.
oh my gawwd.
that instant. my faith was strengthened.
all we asked for was a glimpse again.. and He reallie did give it to us.
den someone came which took my breath away.
now zEr's prayer worked!
we were so shocked.
*okay by now ur prolly sick and tired .so for the last time in ur face -- our prayers worked*
bout to leave den some guy asked for number.
josiah. i think. shit. i cant remember again.
after that was dinner.
made a new group of frens. while playin ball..
altogether there were five of them.
chia sing look a like, kevin,ve men? and 2 others tt i cant reallie remember.
actually supposed to go for dinner with ben and matthew but in the end zer ryan and i.
ve men asked us if we wanted to go for dinner so all of us went parkway for dinner.
felt pretty bad cuz they gave in to me . some wanted to go roxy square.some near someone's hse..
yakk yakk yakk.
they brought us to this new place called *hotshots*
arcade cum pool
waiting for ppl to play pool = camwhoreing.
photo of the day goes to..
sher and zer
aw.we look so happy here...
anyway bout tt guy at court. i have decided to firmly listen to my King. and not be bothered by whatever is happening already. i learnt my lesson the hard way. and u will never be able to fathom the feeling of shattered hope when the lift door shut finally and then he's gone.
i never ever got treated that way and boyyy. it sure doesnt feel good. but u noe what. im not gg to let there ever be a second chance of that happening to me again.