Sunday, June 25, 2006
serenade 2006 = huge disappointment.
to you -> my mind couldnt focus properly on stuff right after u left. do u noe hw long i fasted and how i prayed every single day from the time i invited u till yesterdae. for you? i feel fuckin fuckin disappointed and ur smses did nuthin more than make me wana hurl. call me a bitch or what. but to leave just like that was just plain awful.and i was so damn sad. u will nEVER fathom the extent of it. if that guy pulled u away. couldnt u pull urself back? it's not about anything else k. u jus dun understand and u prolly never will. goodbye.
i will blog more later. sorrie for the lack of updates.
gg church now.
i need to ask God why.
*tears that fell. taste. bitter.
maybe we'll go too far,we just dont care