Sunday, September 16, 2007
Too much to carry,too much to bury inside
2. Infra-Red Photography
Service was Brilliant todayy.
gawd-i leaked and dripped and leaked and dripped.
not a pretty sight at all
but who cares?
DaddyGod up there saw me for who i am.
the lyrics of the song 'Indescribable' reallyy got to me.
'You see the depths of my heart And You love me the same."
yet another one-liner from the song "ALL DAYS"
(if u have tt song,send me aye aye.)
'From the first light i see to the last prayer i pray.'
The word really blew my holey stockings away and goodness me,
the part bout "right poly course","STUDY FOR MATHS" and THANK GOD for what he has done and what he is GOING TO DO.
the exact words from the pastor.
it felt like...
the sermon was for me.
im sure it affected a lot of others too.
2. INFRA-RED PHOTOGRAPHY EXHIBITION AT NATIONAL LIBRARY
thank you moses woses for letting me know. =)
went down with nuo,krystal, and birdie ben.
it was pretty fab.
talked to some of the photographers whose works were on display.
they even let me try out the filter lenses which cost a bomb and got me reallyyy excited.
-heart flutters. heart beat quick quick
and my fav
3. My Thoughts
These past few days, i've been thinking a lot.
and i feel like.
i dont know.
i have no feelings for you anymore.
i think you made me numb.
oh i dont blame you.
in fact, i like it this wayy.
sometimes,certain actions of his remind me of yours and i noe if he reads this(and you wont,cuz you dont come here no more),he will confirm know who im referring to.
he knows me better than you do now.
You never got the chance to talk to me and learn about the weird stuff i do.
he doesnt oblige me the wayy you do,
doesnt give in
you hold me in higher esteem than him.
with you, i feel like
im perfect in my own imperfections.
and most essentially..
you .. give in.
and irksome as it as..
to a person like me, that is so important.
and maybe thats why these past few days,
(much as i dont want to, memories of the past keep hitting me whenever and wherever)
i dont like it because the act of that itself, affects me negatively.
and i dont need anymore raw wounds to be opened up.
Oh no, im fine the way i am now.
I dont like anyone else and i dont intend to like anyone else.
So to a certain person reading this, i hope you understand.
there's no way i will like anyone right now.
i thought about it.
Other than my okay-okay-not-OMG SO CHIO WORXXX looks and EXTREMELY WITTY AND POWER-PACKED PERSONALITY,
im just a lil insecure and demanding biaaatch so its awful to be my boyfie.
maybe i'll be a nun.
why not man.
being a nun these dayys is super happening.
i'll be the coolest nun.
-bows a nun bow.
Thank you darlin mew mew for the box of tissues.
i seriously appreciate it =)
i took miao and nuo jumpin. haha
marrr thiewwww helped us with these
in the roooom
Lester the true rocker and sher the faker-er
BIRDIE BEN-UR PHOTOGRAPHY SKILLS ARE DAMN 'GOOD'
i helped sean with his 'photoshoot' heh heh
Hou gayy ah!
ever seen a pregnant bird? lolol
now you have!
okayy thats it byeee!
picnic and kite-flying at marina bayy tmr! weeeeeeee!
Labels: exhibition, Indescribable, Infra-red photography
maybe we'll go too far,we just dont care