Tuesday, October 23, 2007
im lost without you.
Have you seen the sky today?
came out of the locvid tutorial/lecture as an popsicle.
hallelujah beeg beeg sun.
walkin down to canteen 1 while i took time out to melt, i looked up and
AND I DIDNT BRING MY CAMERA TODAY STUPID SHER. BROWNIE BRAIN.
nel told me to use my lousy handphone camera.
i must have looked really ridiculous, pointing my phone up at the sky.
thank you BOSS for your SLR. gawd, its damn nice
the lucky babe got it on e-bay for friggin 25 bucks only.
-pouts X 10000000.
i also want. =(
(taken after i got home)
Today's lesson started from 8 to 1.
its about cameras and filming.
we used a video camera/tripod. stuff like that and haha classmates were pretty insane.
sam and ji yan did this "frenchin" vid and goodness me, looks really. reallyy real.
poor jy, she said F you in front of the camera and the lecturer played it out in front of the whole class.
daniel cracked us all up with his silly expression and there was this scene where he looked
like sexy manhunt model leaning against not very sexy vending machine and suddenly the vending machine looked incredibly sexy.
and in my mind, i was thinking.
then suddenly, Atiqah beside me, at the EXACT MOMENT,
so yesterday we had this lesson called social pyschology and something something.
very no brain-er stuff.
i duno why but when the lecturer shoved the mike in my face and asked me to describe the picture on the screen.
i blanked out.
i was doing my maths secretly you see.
and then suddenly wham!
mike in your face.
i gave a stupid answer.
-guns sherlyn down.
nel looks preggers in this shot and i laughed so hard omgawd. pink tummy 9 mths baby.
had photoshop lesson after break and i was half dead.
my period came fast and furious (HAHA)
and i didnt have any pad nor did my 3/4 females class (lolol)
see the similarity? lol
so i was stuck with tish (please try not to imagine this JERM U CONFIRM IMAGINE ONE)
and it felt yucky.
i dragged myself all the way to simei starbucks and wei quan, jian ming and ming wei( i think) were on bus 5 too.
i didnt drop at bedok and i guess WQ must have been wonderin why
cause he texted me at bedok reservoir and asked
"feel like running?""
gg starbucks was a baaad idea.
i felt incredibly incredibly. incredibly down.
i couldnt focus and i felt so tired but so scared cause i havent studied the whole day.
suddenly joseph appeared in his SA uniform and sexy braces,
"you look dead."
to which i replied.
"!! i feel dead. =( =( "
i could have burst into tears right then maybe cause my hormones were rather unbalanced they were jumpin crazily and tear glands felt like they could burst pop pop pop like helium filled balloons.
thankfully i didnt and thankfully he left before i did.
this Kc girl (i think its KC luh) started crying when her friend came.
cause she was so tired and stressed too.
i think she came The Curse too.
dins was gummybears and raspberry vanilla something from starbucks.
i saved the green and red ones last and swallowing down that mixture with choked up tears at the back of your throat is a damn pitiful sight.
lucky only God saw.
i left at 8 plus because i couldnt take it anymore.
walked around simei neighbourhood.
couldnt find the playground.
walked to a certain place and oh my gawd something happened.
and i started crying and crying because i felt like God was trying to torment me and then i sat there at the steps and people with their dogs started walking about and there were so many golden retrievers and other mixed breeds dogs and i felt so lonely. i wanted to go dog-walking too.
i decided to get my ass home.
wanted to blog.
felt too tired.
conked out / ka put. (pokes adriel)
today. love the dress,nel!
6 more days to O levels.
im so tired.
im so stressed.
im so worried.
i need this.
i need to get into mass comm.
i need to shove EVERYTHING ELSE away.
Labels: dvfx, locvid, mugging, ngee ann, simei starbucks
maybe we'll go too far,we just dont care