Friday, October 05, 2007
Old receipts and letters from the past.Say you'll get me thru the Ending. Set my heart free.
tried to take a picture of love
didnt think i'd miss him that much
i wana fill this new frame
but its Empty.*
East Coast with the 4/5 of the poopoo gang.
Pris,Cons,Bie and mee.
hung around at pris's place first and ohmygolly it has been more than a year since i stepped in there and goodness i felt so so strange like it was so familiar and yet. strangely. foreign.
bestie's room still looks like the princessy princess pink pink pris she is. =)
after seeing moses ELMO, it made the longing for a dog even stronger.
wished i had a dog to go walking on nights and beaches with me.
met Biee at the bus stop and the crazy girl was making us laugh with her sarcastic comments.
hung around at east coast mickey Dees before we got our rented bikes and rode around.
Flirted with boys and random passerbys
screaming HI! to anyone and everyone.
from boys to men to overgrown men to bangalas to attached couples(HAHAH THAT PRIS)
and the boys shouted back by waving and screaming
"MY FRIEND LOVES YOUR SMILE!"
and i giggled as pris said I LOVE YOUR ASS (OMG DID SHE? I CANT REM)
and we yelled at couples
"OEI STOP MAKING OUT LA" even when they wont and golly we were being such nusiances.
oh and two dudes on rollarblades literally FELL FOR PRIS AND TAB hahahahha.
Tab screamed and then the dude went "SPLAT" on the floor.
the other just WOOOH WOOHHHHHH. and then bop. to the ground in front of pee and omg i cycled away laughing so hard.
and i think its very dumbdeedumb that guys like to say.
"MY FRIEND wants your no."
"MY FREIND. thinks ur blah dee blah"
the 3 of us rode away.
pinic'd with a bag of chips (lolol) on an army mat
shite. we were the coolest people who camped out there on the pavement because the red ants were taking over the world.
Cons came and then more silly sarcastic comments shooting each other while best and i "STOOD ON THE FENCE"
lousy english tt girl has. hahaha.
oh and tabbieee has this hokkien streak suddenly.
"CHIO. WA KAU. WA NAI (thanks to Jerm) WA NAO (thanks to jerm again) and the worst of all worst
SA robbed cons of her enGRISH.
and SR killed the once-very-english-spoken tabeethaaa.
saw gabby =) who was entering in some go-kart competition.
sorry we couldnt stay to watch dude. the view from tent was horrid!
Rode to THE JETTY
and before that something happened which made pris and i super pek chek (WA LAU TAB WA LAU U INFLUENCE ME U HOKKIEN PORK)
you see, pris and i came up with this prank to play on cons cuz yesterday when we were terribly late and cons was waiting at SUNTEC ALONE for us.
she told pris
"i waiting for guys to pick me up."
hahaha. so we came up with this idea to write on a piece of paper.
and then some random 8 digits.
"call me! =) "
at the bottom.
hahahah so the piece of paper was in my bag and we scoured the entire bloody suntec but there were ZERO GUYS.
(we never even look for cute guys. u see how bad it is suntec?)
then arghhhhh forget it decided to go to CINE
where we felt damn sure CONFIRM will have ppl.
BUT WA BANANA. cine guys either all smokin ah bengs or cheena china from china cheena kids so we plan B FAILED.
we decided to postpone it to TODAY EAST COAST and we let tab in on our plan.
and after HOURS.
we finally saw these 3 DUDES.
cheena papaya but no choice we reallyyyyy had to get it done.
SO after giving instructions to one of the guys, i said.
"dont tell her its from us k?"
and best said he nodded his head and ommfgawd after he passed to her.
cons and tab rode over and TSK.
cons "nice try ah!"
pris and i tried super hard to cover up and please i act very well ok cons dont say i cannot act hor and best cant lie for nuts until i found out the STUPID GUY go tell cons.
"your 2 friends ask me to pass to you."
chickenbyebye foil our plans.
so down to the jetty and we sat there talkin bout our future aspirations
i couldnt decide if i wana be a lawyer or a missionary
and we talked about what we wana be when we grow up and how scary growing up is.
i was tellin Best yst that one day we'll be trading in our topshop sneakers for heels and skinnies for working pants and its gona be so scary and sigh i just dont wana grow up.
well at least, not just yet.
And then we talked about bringing people to Christ and i figured between the four of us, girls with strong faith.
i think DaddyGod up there was smiling as he looked at us.
Champions For Christ.
Tabbie suddenly screamed and omgawd it was 540 and we were supposed to return the bikes 40 mins ago so we pew pew pew flew back to the shop and got charged an extra 2 bucks each.
cabbed down to Cons's place.
i haven been there for more than a year too and geez it sure felt like deja vu.
pris's PAD (HAHA) and cons' CRIB.
omgawd imso good at that. hahaha.
I DID THIS FOR HER WHEN SHE TURNED SIXTEEN OMGAWD IM SO GROSSLY CHILDISH
so we slacked around a lil and then as we walked out of branksome road where all the rich ppl stay and omg the estate has rows and rows of MAJESTIC "CLUB" HOUSES.
all the pot bellied rich men with their Fat pockets and sleek cars.
even the cats that roam the area look fatter than the skinny mongrels in my hdb estate. hahaha.
talked bout Boys and Tab's SALIVA (HAHAHA) and she's a very horny girl tut tut.
Oh and earlier at East coast, cons and i were talking about Boys in general and she asked me this question about a certain someone and it reallyyyyy struck to me and i guess she's right.
i dont think i'd dare letting another boy enter my heart again.
it scares me to think that im gg to go thru break ups all over again and im not strong enough to handle that.
i asked her about hers and =)
im excited for her and i hope she finds THE RIGHT ONE real soon when DaddyGod reveals.
cons, our expectations are JUST RIGHT arent we?
it's more than just looks.
so the 4 of us parted ways at Bombay Cafe (giggles)
and bestie and i 197-ed home.
i dont think she knew it but when i told her about the whole "abandoned twice" issue.
i was on the verge of breaking down all over again and oh dang thank God i didnt but i felt so somber after that and it didnt helped that i was left with tear tracks on my second bus home.
i missed cell tonight and i went running at bedok reservoir.
i think my stamina's improving.
2.6 km and maybeee one day i'll conquer the whole wide world.
talked a lot to Him and i sat there at That bench. and i sat in the middle.
because a ridiculous part of me feels that by doing so, im filling up the spaces for the once both of us.
that bench brought a lot of memories back and i felt wave after wave of disappointment but i surrendered it once again over and over again to God and i cried out loud and i sang 'till i see you' ,'Big' and 'Evermore' all over and over again until i felt much better.
many retarded passerbys who GAWKED at me shamelessly but i gunned them down with my razor piercing shiny eyes and they quickly glanced away.
Tomorrow is yet another day and im meeting dear Chanel finally and we are gg the LIME FLEA.
maybe we'll go too far,we just dont care