SHE entered the picture and me? i slowly dissolved into the background.
i did a video blog but somehow mac screwed up on me or maybe i screwed it up and somehow i just couldnt locate the file to upload it.
-use crutches to whack head X 100000.
today Z darlin came over and brought me to the sinseh again. and i was a very naughty girl cause tried as hard as i could, i still 123 123 all the vulgarities.
i kept repeating.
"the physical pain is nothing compared to the emotional!"
super drama but damnit threshold of pain super uber low and i almost fainted from the pain and grabbin on to Z's hand.
After she left, my mum and i had a talk which left me in tears.
lets just say i was "unintended"
its okay i guess =) i love my mummyy very very much.
she said derrick was handsome which made me gag and went lolol.
then she asked me about "that tall boyy" to which i have zero answers to,really.
coincidentally, today's the 12th.
talked to mak yst, found out a few things.
today, i woke up and deleted 3/4 of the msges.
left one quarter and i hope i can muster up enough guts to jus 'drag and remove to thrash' like my mac.
oh yes. thank you sean for tt message.
the whole trade knee if i could thang left me feelin very smiley smiley.
so.
leg's bandaged again and monday i gotta go back and see that awful left-knee-raper sinseh.
=(
i wish i could figure out the whole video blog thing. its pretty cool.
note to self:
**** **! ** ***. ** ****** ***.
( few years down and i will stumble on this blog entry and realize i forgotten what this represents. haha)
