Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Today, i almost fell in love with you all over again.
i couldnt sleep the whole of last night despite getting offline around 2 plus.
My knee was throbbing the whole night and because im allergic to panadols,
painkillers are a no-no and i was left, feeling really cross and upset.
my back aches with all that stress
plus my right pit pit (because im vain and i told the sinseh i needed 1 crutch only cuz i didnt wana look uncool)
and right leg's feeling so so so heavy and im so tired i could cry.
But i didnt cause friends were being really awesome and haha all the msn convos (especially the one with monster ming)
i almost broke my other knee cap haha soon ming's a retard.
This morning i got up after a fruitless sleep.
Sean came over to my place.
it was sucha sight to see that dude in his shades,holding two crutches, his Crumpler and an NTUC bag
(which held goodies for me.)
standing outside my dusty door with the bangalas banging behind.
1 Tub of Ben and Jerry ice cream
1 tub of pound cake
1 whole "jug" of orange juice
he must have blew like a million bucks and i seriously insisted on paying him back but he refused to accept it.
so darn typical of him =)
Nice is just his middle name and seriously.
sucha great guy.
we sat around in the living room takin pictures ate porridge which my mum cooked and hahaha he peeled prawns for me cause im prawn-peeling-retarded and a lil bit of maths mugging plus MTV , cam-whoring and playing with his psp.
i kept laughing when the bangalas made some sound then S will suddenly abruptly get out of his seat and say
" ok i gtg and work now. they calling me. "
stayed for a cuppa of hours and then left.
thank you sean. =) =) =)
YOUR THE BESTEST!
recieved a message from Nicky who omgolly was actually serious about bringing TORI Q over and oh gee jeremy came too!
they reached my place bout prolly 6 plus 7 and haha i was so touched
cause nicky suddenly told me he was gona come during msn the night before and idk if i should take him seriously or not.
we TORI'Q while half watchin telly and then i was wonderin if Z was still gona come or not.
A phone call and she said she wasnt.
with a SURPRISE.
who else but my dear doggie Derrick?
the both of them "SURPISE!" me but i wasn really surprised.
hahahaha and giggles it felt so strange
2 friends in livin room.
2 friends outside dusty door.
let them in and they flew to my kitchen and kicked me out but hahaha my kitchen has no door so i kept hobbling over to check on them CAUSE THEY WERE GONA COOK DIN DIN FOR ME.
everyone say Aww now!
hahaha my heart melted it seriously did.
i was so so so happy but the thing about me, i just cant express my gratitude in front of them on the spot like snap snap finger asap.
i express them in words SO much better.
im a thousand smiley faces =) and i cant stop grinning.
im so blessed.
Z and D cooked me sphaghetti, campbell veggie soup my fav yum yum, garlic bread from BREADTALK which they claimed they baked but hahaha i saw the plastic bag and GRAPES which they say they PLUCKED. lolol.
plus the mega huge slab of chocolate
Cadbury Hazelnut my ultimate fav and omgawd i was crying in my heart and thankin DaddyGod for blessing me with such FAB friends ESPECIALLY ZER who seriously omg im speechless i gotta think real hard how im gona phrase this.
The chefs and their lovely creations
After nicky and jeremy left, the three of us went to my room and we talked a lil bout the bintan trip then omgawd suddenly we started playin no.games where derrick would always be the loser and hahaha pillow fighting and tickling which was pretty hilarious cause we had to shhhhh and couldnt scream or laugh too loudly.
i felt so bad cause the renovations made my house very very dusty and stuffy
and poor nicky, zer zer and derr had sniffy noses =(
After that, when everyone left.
i took my time bathing and as i watched the water pooled in my belly button, i couldnt help but feel so smiley smiley and yet a lil part of me, felt something amiss.
im so grateful such fantastic friends.
THREE VISITS in a day.
my two fav boyys, Sean and Derr,
The other two boys who surprised me with their genuine concern and u noe what.
i DIDNT even ask them to come visit.
nicky and Sean OFFERED to, on their own.
and that was what made me so so touched.
Zer and Derr one.
i asked for company and they said they were Busyyy
plus Cons who called and offered to send din din over
haha can you imagine
eating dins thrice in 2 hours?
awww man my heart's so bubbbblyyyyy now i cannot stop grinning and i wished i didnt feel so tired so i can feel more awake and be more obvious and not oblivious to what has happened today.
here's some personal shout outs.
ESPECIALLY you. especially you.
i cant start.
to tell you how much i appreciate and love you.
if angels are real ( and i believe them to be)
then zer, your the angel that popped into my life years ago when i was sec 3 and you sec 2 and our senior-junior relationship grew to be something much more than that.
how many countless times have i run to your side when the boys hurt me and how many times have you managed to be the only one to understand.
the one to know/am able to read my every mood
These two days.
from yesterday when i half-tore my ligament
to you painstakingly supporting me EVERY SINGLE STEP
to the cab back to the sinseh where you held my hand as i tried to block out the physical pain
to the bubble tea treat to queueing up 15-20 mins at the airport delifrance and not even being cross about it.
to helping my buy my 3 cups of tea
to the continuous aiding me while i went on my toilet trips.
to studying till 11 plus and both of us so shagged and tired
YET YOU STILL INSISTED ON CABBING HOME WITH ME AND THEN ANOTHER BLOODY LONG WALK TO MY HOUSE THEN UP THE STEPS ONE BY ONE ENCOURAGING ME
TO "SURPRISING" ME TONIGHT BY GG GROCERY SHOPPING
TO COOKIN DINS FOR ME WHEN YOU COULD HAVE JUST STAYED AT HOME AND STUDIED FOR OS WHICH IS JUST 2FREAKIN WEEKS AWAY.
you chose to stick by me.
and im so thankful and gawd im crying as im typing this
i dont deserve such love and such a freakin wonderful friendship
i cherish this so much
and i swear on my life that i would do the same and ten thousand times more to the best of my ability
WHATEVER AND WHENEVER
i love you zermaine koh =)
how to start?
gawd sean i've only known you this year but my gooodness you have been more than a normal friend to me than most people and seriously i told you before. your the nicest and sweetest guy i've ever met. a perfect gentleman and really. the BESTEST.
from donuts to treats to being there physically and spiritually.
thank you for being there for me this whole year.
through my ups and downs.
for visiting me when i was hospitalized in june and
for just SEEING MY MSN NICK and then say you are confirm visitin me and still insisting even though i kept saying it's okay. to me actions speak louder than words and you prove just that point.
and today when you ran around my house helpin me do this and that, get water get this get that and HAHA WASHING THE DISHES WHATHELL for being so so so nice.
i cant say anything else but thank you and i know i said this a million times but here's a million more.
THANK YOU SEAN.
WA xiang. i totally didnt expect it when you suddenly come online and say you made up your mind to come and visit.
then that whole chek ann thing haha.
thanks for being so nice.
i still remember how last year after mugging at sch macs, you'll always walk me home even though so bloody far then you still have to cab home. the late walks while we talk and surprisingly.
we still haven drifted apart =)
thank you for offering and like i said that was more than enough but ur presence today really proved something and i think its silly but very gentlemanly of you to refuse me when i tried paying you for the dins.
my heart moved ok. haha.
so nicky nickynick, thank you so much. =)
wa liew jermio u have been doing my blogskin since i was 12 plus and hahaha our friendship really grew from last year till now and im so grateful for a friend like u ya noe.
ur the one guy who i will never ignore on msn
cause ur super duper funny and hahaha u never fail to crack me up.
please stop ur porn and i promise you girls will flock to you like bees to honey (wa NAI so CLICHE)
thanks for buying me TWO mooncakes when i told you i want to eat ONE.
yes i believe in ur super preservation powers so yum yum i cant wait.)
thanks for always being there to listen.
hello Dumb Dee.
today i felt VERY SAD OK. when you said i wasnt appreciative.
I APPRECIATED/APPRECIATE IT.
but i am terribly lousy at expressing it and yeah =(
i heard from zer that you were the one who messaged her first.
to come visit me and thats ok damn shockin ah.
im sorry you had to forsake your A level studyin time when you didnt even study the whole day just to come over and cook and golly i feel damn bad but ARGH ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS (i say this a million times)
SO I PROMISE U GOD WILL BLESS YOU BEEG BEEG.
dont worry bout As kae?
u WILL make it i promise u.
derr so smart. TEE JAYY lehhh.
i hope that boosted your ego cause thats as far as im gona get to praising you anymore.
you crack me up,derrick my dog.=)
i cant wait for bintan trip and seriously please must persuade ur mum to let u go ok.
take care! =)
Alrighty im done.
tmr im cooped up at home again but its okay.
i shall do maths!
only 2 and a half more weeks.
maybe we'll go too far,we just dont care