maybe im overcast maybe my luck's washed down the drain
i wont always love these selfish things. no one else will have me like you do
no one else will have me,only you.
you sit alone forever
you wait for the right time
what are you
hoping for?
sup sup yo, here's a gentle harsh warning: entry below is 100% rantings. its bitch fest day. cannot take it then dont read. dont spam my tagboard i will chew your nnpoks off.
SO today,TUESDAYY. was a series of unfortunate events mannnnnnnnn.
seriously, i never snapped at so many strangers all at once,in one day, in this lifetime before.
things that happened today.
1. town, cathay with chanel.
checked out mdis mass comm.
looks like its seriously gg to be an option.
got a real surprise, prolly a minor heart attack when i saw stefan. decked out in his NUM clothes with the NUM guys.
hahahaha wthell i seriously cant believe it.
not tt he looked out of place but just whoa, its a lil-er disturbing.
beach boy seh someone.
2. shopping. got my blue trucker cap(which chanel looks wayyy better in =) )
a hair band and belt.
3. major cam-whoring session (What else is new heeheehee)
4. Met Sean for din din at Cine
okay so ranting starts here.
firstly, i made a mistake by stepping out of the house wearing my newly-bought mango top size S (the smallest already,mind you) and it is by far the lowest low cut top i've ever owned and i dont feel uncomfortable exposing my orbs, oops CHERRIES i mean. my small non-existant nnps.
i shoud i should i totally should have worn a black colour tube inside but i figured it wouldnt go thaaat low ya noe what i mean? and so i happily rushed out to meet my dear chanel at tamp inter.
BAD MUDPIE BROKE A SMELLY BOTTLE OF DUNO WHAT OIL AND WAS 45 mins late and the wholeeeeeeeeeeeeee time all cheekopeks from all races and sizes kept glancing at my lil mini orbs OOPS CHERRIES.
ni na maaaaaaaaaaa.
sibuey the unhappy bu shi normal the unhappy ah (wau my hokkien. wau.)
this guy freakin invaded my personal bubble space by gg wayy too close to me despite the fact that this is a free country thank u very much please walk further inch away come on now
so he came too near and i went "TSK" damn loud.
thats incident one.
numba two.
after meeting nel, we went taka and while we were walkin at the departmental store, these cuppa of salesguys were staring at us like hungry wovles after fluffy lambs(hahaha wthell)
nel was like, whoa.why they keep staring.
so when we walked past them, i shouted.
"OMGAWD CAN YOU STOP STARING NOT.
Incident numbaa THREE.
nel had to buy a present for her friend's ((who's our age btw, scaryyyy. =x) ) lil baby son
who just popped out of his mama's womb.
coincidentally, there was this baby fair gg on at taka's basement and so we decided to pop by.
OMGOLLY GUNDUSAMI THE STARES THEY GIVE US.
this grp of ppl our age kept staring at my tummy.
this auntie just blatantly stared at nel's stomach too.
BLATANTLY.
and then these two guys, also our age.
just stood there whispering and nudgin each other when they saw me lookin at the baby stuff.
i was helluva embarrassed and okay i totally exploded again.
this guy and girl stared at me when i walk past, stared at my tummy and rah started whispering to each other.
i seriously couldnt take it anymore so i went up to the guy and said.
"im not frigging pregnant okay!"
then i stomped off.
hahaha wthell i was duper aggravated and thank goodness we left the stups fair.
never again, i swear.
never again.
wa. twit face.
numba 4-5? (im losing count)
was when i met sean.
we were takin photos near some bar place where there were shophouses all around and then we decided to sit outside on the freakin porch just like all the americans around us.
after we took our photos, we just sat there talkin and suddenly the door of the shophouse opens
and out comes a woman, a huge dog and this american dude who's prolly ard our age.
and then AND THEN AND THEN
that bloody woman just walks right up to us with her freakin huge slobbering dog and goes
"YOU ARE BLOCKING OUR WAY.
NI NA MA U SI BA GOW
AT LEAST SAY EXCUSE ME RIGHT?
sean apologized i didnt say anything but just shut my big gap and then as we were scrambling to get our stuff.
SHE OPENS HER MOUTH AGAIN AND SAYS
"SO MANY PLACES WHY MUST YOU SIT HERE CANT U SIT ELSEWHERE?"
OKAY HUM GA CHAN YOU FAT COW THATS IT MAN
THATS IT MAN
i saw red white and all things fiery
just shouted at her like really shouted at her
i cant remember what i said but i told her tt thats just a porch and we can sit anywhere we like its not her FREAKIN (i was this close to replacing freakin with ah hum you know what) and then i told her she was BLOODY RUDE AND NO FREAKIN MANNERS AT ALL.
and then she just kept quiet but quickly walked away with her fat dog and her fat self and whoaaaaaaaaaa i was so super uber mad and sean at the side kept sayin chill sher smile sher wanted to buy me cookies to make me relax but i tell u no amount of sugar bunnies cotton candy can appease me.
HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE SHERLYN SCORNED.
ni na ma seriously damn pissed couldnt stop thinkin about it.
i even wanted to back and scold her again okay idiot once i raise my mouth u just totally shut up and walked away meekly with your stupid tail beneath your legs roar your dog looks better than you shit man my mean streak is emerging i feel damn horrible but the worse thing is i still feel mad.
okay so thats it for the series of unfortunate events.
oh wait one more.
remember i baked brownies at nuo's place yst?
yeah so i had a batch for nel and today i packed it all nicely in the plastic container wrapped with my fav ribbon rope and then a post-it note and then hahaha i decided to warm up the cookies
was too lazy to take everything out
so i just happily confidently placed the plastic container alone with the rope and note into the happy warm oven and then i went to get ready happily and then SNIFF SNIFF I SMELL SOMETHING BURNING SO I VROOM VROOM PEW PEW PEW FLY TO THE KITCHEN ZOMGAWD THE PLASTIC CONTAINER EXPLODEDXXXXXXXXXXX.
one big hole in the middle with the almost ruined note and totally hard like volcano rocks brownies.
hahahaha i just squatted there pokin at the hole laughin like mad and feelin terribly distressed.
SORRY MUDDY BAKE FOR U AGAIN HOKAYYY =(
(hahaha i forced her to do that retard twizzzz sho kawaii worxxx)
today i had fun with my dear nel-er
miss those times hanging out with her in sch everyday
glad we met up today nel nel =)
ALSO, i wana say a HUGEEEEEEEEE thank you to SEAN TAN for being the most nicest guy ever.
we went to taka, kinokuniya where i contemplated my decision to buy the $10.25 canvas bag which i saw earlier and weighin the pros and cons of my this new found desire.
i had 15 bucks left
5 for dinner and 10 for the "tattoos saving fund"
and ughhh i decided to get it and then freakin sean had to go and offer and pay and i swear i said no a million times and i die also dont want to let him pay simply because he is not obliged to, AT ALL.
plus i dont like ppl payin for my stuff when im perfectly capable (but in this case,nt really and in this case, kinda reluctant) to spend whatever lil cash i had left.
but he just GRABBED THE BAG out of my hands and went to the counter and both of us jostling to pay for it.
in the end the woman took his and ugh i felt so bad i swear but sean was damn nice about it.
"take it as a present because i've never seen u for so long"
WA LIKE THAT ALSO CAN.
thanks sean =(
i feel super obliged now.
wanted to treat him to dins but he die also dun let me pay.
ANOTHER MR SEAN TAN IS NICE INCIDENT
my stupid new sandals were givin me problems again
i always always always have problems with new shoes.
i went to the toilet and when i came out he suddenly took out plasters which he just bought.
WAAAAAAAAAAAA.
and again, he refused to take my money.
we went to play foosball after that and hahahahaha i got thrashed.
TWICE.
and i finally got to pay, had to insist like hell.
thank you for being so so so so so so nice and gentlemanly sean.
=) X 10000.
65-ed home
mega tired now
tmr's picnic!
Also, i really wana get the APRIL issue of NYLON mag.
its only available in kino i think
march issue was sold out when i checked today =(
anybody wana get for me for my barfdae pretty pweaseeeee?
here i am again
with nothing left inside
no i dont wana
but i gotta
let. you. go.
shit man, ashley parker angel always makes me feel a tad too emo screamo homo womo.
look. fatso jumping.
do you feel the mountains tremble
hahaha.
ps: its the monthly curse i think.
results into today's myriad of short-fused tempers.
sorry yo.
