your parents say that its all your fault but they dont know you like i know you no they dont know you at all.
im so sick of when they say its just a phase you will be okay you are fine but i know its a lie
whoa i have been lackin sleep and feelin like shit. DAE results are out today i dont think i got in
joshua texted me in the mornin to say he got in and apparently TP e-mailed him to say that the application status has changed.
if u can remember, my internet is cut and im tapping into some poor soul's one.
and i felt so frustrated and angry and scared all at the same time simply cause i cant check.
5 mins ago, i finally got in to the web page
no e-mail from TP and status is still "under consideration"
feelin pretty messed up right now.
even more so because, joshua had his interview on the same day as me
1 hr earlier to be exact.
feel. like. crap.
i just want to hear a yes or no. seriously thats it. im prepared for the worst.
i really am.
naw thats bullshit.
im not.
not prepared at all.
i hate to start this wednesday morning blogging about crap so here's what happened these cuppa of days.
MONDAY outing with nette was cancelled but i had din din with Rach and Nuo at tamp. it was nice sitting there outside pastamania with hamburger candies talking to each other.
they were nice but i was bitchy cause i kept telling them how i couldnt tolerate a certain girl.
roar X 1000.
some ppl, just no m8er how hard you try. cannot click.
no link like city link.
not much pictures cause lighting was bad and it made pancakes look bad. (speaking of which, i miss you pancakes.-sayangs. X-ER TAN u monster please dont rape it.)
TUESDAY
Town with Z bloody rain made me carry a brolly wolly nt those cutesy cool kinda but those cha pa lang big long grey one. paisehzimianzi X 1000 but aye cool ppl can pull it off
and i, am . so cool. i make you. drool.
-flicks hair.
hahaha wthell.
i am feeling a tad hokkien-ish today so i shall satifsy my hokkien cravings and say this.
NI NA MA KWA SI MI KWA
and nette's pet phrase,
AI MAI MAI SWAAAA
saying hokkien is addictivexxxxx.
so Zer and i went cathay to watch "SKY OF LOVE" which is seriously i tell myself die also cannot cry gek until cannot gek
but ni na maaaaaaaa i still cry
and J u were right. some parts damn bloody cheesy
i cannot believe the whole sex part in the library and the DOVES flew up part at the bridge felt like punching the director 1 million angsty times.
but it was heart-wrenching
there was a line shit i cant remember how it goes but it sorta went something like how she didnt understand if two people like,really loved each other then why cant they be together
i leaked like mad when he just broke off with her *SNAP. like THAT
okay i can totally relate to that.
mm mm so there were a lot of tears flowing freely in the cinema and the sound of tissue papers crinkling was quite amusing.
hung ard heeren,cine and then taka before Z left and i went to meet CONS AND TAB.
bestie couldnt make it and i was very sad. =( was seriously looking forward to meeting her.
oh well when ur block. bloc? tests are over best best!
din din at SAKAE SUSHI, CITYLINK tab was behaving peculiarly violent
cross that. she was being her usual self.
cons was being / acting demure cover up all the way hahaha
went walkin at around raffles city and hahaha we kept daring each other
bloody tab dared me to sit beside this old man in the fountain and just WHOOSH OPEN THE UMBRELLA AND SHELTER HIM.
hahahahaha i was super embarrassed
and then baaaskt we were walkin past this grp of guys with tennis rackets prolly our age i think and i was holdin the brolly and tab like almost poked one of the guys eyesball out and she tried to make me open it up and scare them and i was wrestling away from her rawwwwwwr super paisehzimianzi
we finally got out of the place walked out to some memorial place (same place where we took pics on neesa's 18th this year)
i was the photographer of the day
there were three malay guys 'jamming' with a guitar and crooning out love proposals to us no i swear okay. hahaha
one of them got his eye on cons and hahaha started serenading her
duno what wooo woo when she take out her cardigan and he started singing about her takin off her cardigan hahaha wthell.
cons went over to borrow the guitar from them then suddenly like everyone sitting there making small talk.
i told them my name was mary and i stay at seng kang.
one of the guys "oh i stay at sengkang also."
me- "actually, i stay at bedok."
same guy- "really? me also."
me- "NI NA MAA! I STAY SENGKANG U ALSO STAY SENGKANG I SAY BEDOK U ALSO STAY BEDOK."
then everyone started laughing hahaha
was getting late ard 11 plus the guys kinda wanted to all go back together but i hahaha oops lied to them. said tt tab's boyfriend was picking her up.
something about hp numbers im sorry cons. i really.had.no.choice. hahaha one of them wanted mary's number hahaha wthell MARY hahaha
cons blur shot #1 , wet bangs for me yuuuuuuuuuckity yuck
cons blur shot #2 pretty tabbie ugly wong
look at her go!
pardon the spastic face hahaha stups candid shot
waited till it was safe then we mrt-ied home
seriously we were super mad and hahaha slanging away in yucky chinese accents SAJC's
"bu shi normal" the slang got me all influenced.
wau. bu shi normal the smelly ah.
you bu shi normal the weird leh.
hahahahhahaa.
poo left and tab's boyfrienddddd shawn? came in and i was being the light bulb shine so bright and white like darlie toothpaste white.
hahaha
look at his shirt. OR HORRR
dropped off at bedok shot my curfew reached home around 12 plus thought of sneaking out but decided better not so i told my mum i was gg to pass my friend something and hahaha as expected, the volcano erupted.
she says i cannot control myself. whole life run out of the house.
squeak squeak squeak
last bus home from his place was 1 am so i pew pew pew flew off to meet axel
gosh. he looked exactly like what i nightmared before. as in his hair.
deja vuuuuuuuuuu. he wore a hairband with his fringe all up and okay fine i gotta admit QUITE NICE LAH.
look like soccer boy haha.
passed him pancakes had a teary farewell hahaha yeah right
and stupidly. i realized i gave him the wrong SD CARD. i gave him nette's one.
! sorry nette and the worse thing was the card had no space so GOT DSLR NO SD CARD LIKE A BIT BANANA AH.
sherlynwong,mega nice most awesomest queen of flicking hair owner of pancakes slept at three plus woke up at 9AM to pass my card to him.
take care of pancakes bodoh and have fun at your caaaaaamp.
1.03 pm baking plans gt screwed again rachhhhhhh had to workkkkk at the last minuteeeee. =(
meeting nettehotlegs l8er gona be at cathay area ciao!
