kooky, i've been feeling kooky.
i got all sad and dejected today for reasons i dont want to state.
three low blows.
im starting to ponder what the hell in my worth in this life.
im dead serious.
dont want to talk about it, i feel like hell.
i really wish some good, some luck, some blessing would come my way.
let me figure out what i can do with my life, with my future.
who i can be, what potential do i have.
i feel scarce, i feel bare i feel hollow and the epitome of empty.
you knock, im a shell.
i sing back to you, you jump.
from the sheer black core i call my heart.
i really would like to find pure joy in some form.
i guess im lucky, blessed enough to be born happy and all sunshine-y
im better at cheering others up than provoking myself to laugh.
please, help me find myself?