yesterday was quite frankly, the worst day of 2011. (well, so far)it got me thinking really hard about everything, about the person I am/have become and i wanted to know if i've changed.
Something is terribly wrong in certain departments and hearing certain stuff has made my heart cold.
I was never one to shrug things off but these latest.. discoveries are even harder to shake off.
Accusations, revelations, promises, i am tied up in this triangle of doubt uncertainty and rage.
cant do jackshit about it because im binded to a promise and if its a promise, then it's a promise i wont break.
im feeling pretty messed up right now.
