to be honest, everything was clearer brighter and more innocent in the past.
We were happier then.
these 3 weeks have taught me to stand on my own two feet and i think im ready to be on my own again. it feels like i've gotten back my independence and yet im lonely because in the past, and if i want to be brutally frank, i used to have more friends then. more of a social life and more.. myself.
i feel sad for all i have lost, some forever..
this is so tiring, everything is so trying.
we grow up, lose ourselves in the process..
forgetfulness is a form of freedom.
i have the worst memory in the world and pictures, old blog entries are what helps me remember. and tonight, going through them sparked a sense of regret in me.
for all i have loved and lost, plus that part of me that i lost too
along the way..
everyday, i die a little inside.
im no longer sherlyn wong in 2007
im a ghost of my old self.