so many words i would like to form sentences in proper structures to let you know to express how i felt about things the way they are and maybe hoping an inkling a part some bit would be reciprocated that favor that pity that love that surge of affection how you make me feel is what i feel real it is all too long and windy dont wait dont wait so lay your armour down my defence what defence everything i am i have always stripped myself bare of pride for you because you are you and i guess that's all i got to say to swallow back those words i'd never meant to say always always want what you can't have freedom