come take a walk on the wild sidelet me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
Lately, i have deduced that no matter how hard you try and love a person
it will never be enough.
through flaws and mistakes and expectations
always the underlying tinge of distrust, anger and jealousy?
of other matters, of other affairs weighing down
and tainting everything that was once perfect
the have-beens, had-beens,
us mere mortals, so silly
always in that rush, that pursuit of happiness?
it will never ever come to be
so can we give just give it a rest already
im adamant in my new belief that you alone, and only yourself with the aid of God(if He's willing,that is) is the only person you will fully be accountable to. you help yourself.
no one will move that pile of problems for you, much less stay and hold you through that frosty biting wind of change
as of this year, i realized that with change comes desire
desire to fit in, desire to belong, desire for things to remain the same
new relationships,old friendships, sour friendships
change
if i didnt like the person i was back then, i sure as hell dont see any good left in this new self.
people disappoint.
find someone new to occupy your time, bam there goes the rest of the world.
is that how it is? how it's going to be?
messed up, so messed up.
you shouldn't ever expect the people you love to have your back.
not all prove their worth, sometimes its okay to hold back
