a rather late revelation but at least it starts now.
like a tiger in the dark you were hungry from the start
i hate how i lose control of my tongue and the harsh words i say when i get hurt. i cant stand all these vulgarities that roll so freely when im in pain. im sorry S.
i tore my freaking. knee ligament again. the last time, the sinseh said one more time, gone case.
im damn scared. really damn bloody scared. thrice already.
looks like i need Sean's crutches again.
oh my gawd im in bloody frickin SHIT PAIN. i cant stand it.
CANT BLOODY STRAIGHTEN MY KNEE I CANT WALK.
seriously idk wthell's wrong with my body.
SHIT. SHIT YOU. SHIT.
please say shit is not a vulgarity.
Vivo marche. home. met Stefan. tore bloody leg ligament. home.
im really mad at myself. mad at my body.
mad.
here's bloody pictures. im gg off to bed now. bye.
